lonesome...

Thank God V-day is over… For the past two years, I’ve been celebrating V-day all by myself and by those years I’ve been so lonely and always thinking when would that loneliness ends. But still I am counting for the days, months and maybe years for me to say that finally I am with the one I love having fun celebrating those many celebrations and holidays together.

Although we communicate through txt messaging, chat and seeing each other through video call every day, yet the yearning is still there especially when I needed somebody‘s hand to hold on to or a shoulder to lean on and feel each other's presence.

I know these are all trials and I am hoping that sooner or later these will be over and one day l will wake up from this dream with hubby on my side believing on to the line "Through thick and thin, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, for better or for worse 'till death do us part".